Digital_Ark
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Is this feeling Fiction or Fact?
Sometimes I can't help but wonder why. Why is it that when I finally start to feel happy some bullshit starts to make me question it. Be it a feeling or just some half assed thoughts, it all comes down to me wondering if i am being a giant idiot. Ya, I tell myself that I shouldn't be getting jealous over something someone I like does but it doesn't help that I don't quite know whether I am given the green light or a red light. Do I stop? Do I keep pursuing? I truly am confused at this point in time. Fact of the matter is that I don't want to feel like I wasted my time and emotions on someone who just really wasn't wanting it. Fuck. For now I guess the only way for me to maintain any semblance of sanity is just to curb my desire. Fun.
